Today didn’t go as planned, it was a tough day at the tables, as it has been for few months now. As I reflect on what happened I realize I’ve been pretty distracted and have made several key errors in my play. I’m hoping that by writing some of these flaws down I can get a better understanding of the wrong turns I may have made. I consider myself a good player and I must get out of this RUT!
I started off in my usual way, pretty quiet and just trying to observe the action. I was definitely card dead for almost the entire time I was there. The few times I got decent cards to play, the board was not favorable to my hands. Even though in 3 different cases I had top pair, top kicker I had to fold due to the board texture. Twice I ended up calling and losing to a set (3 of a kind). So my stack was diminished and I had to reload twice to maintain my stack size. Playing short stacked would only make the situation worse.
In retrospect I think changing tables may have been a better option than remaining at a table that was very distracting due to all the socializing. I felt like I was losing focus and was making mistakes, I even misread the board once. I pride myself on being in control but my lack of focus proved to be costly. The last straw was when I overplayed AA and lost to a straight. I was tired and discouraged and wanted to stop the bleeding. I decided to leave.
I’m sure this happens to other players. If you aren’t playing your best you should make positive changes or leave. I guess deciding when is the key. I felt discouraged and upset with myself. It doesn’t feel good to have 3 major losing sessions in a week. never mind a consistent down swing over a two month period.
I would love some feedback…
Theresa Knutzio
feltonryder@gmail.com